the thing about living and truth is…

23 11 2009

dammit… i don’t know how to live.
thank God for the bible.

why do we judge each other without knowing each other?
and why do we judge others without looking within our own hearts?
why do we think we can speak for Christ… when we don’t do things by His example?

if instead of just “doing the right thing”,
we actually deal with the things within our hearts
and then actually do the right thing,
i think we’d find out how easy it is to really live and to really love.
and know who we really are in Christ Jesus and who He wants us to be.

Colossians 2 (NLT)

1 I want you to know how much I have agonized for you and for the church at Laodicea, and for many other believers who have never met me personally. 2 I want them to be encouraged and knit together by strong ties of love. I want them to have complete confidence that they understand God’s mysterious plan, which is Christ himself. 3 In him lie hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.

4 I am telling you this so no one will deceive you with well-crafted arguments. 5 For though I am far away from you, my heart is with you. And I rejoice that you are living as you should and that your faith in Christ is strong.

6 And now, just as you accepted Christ Jesus as your Lord, you must continue to follow him. 7 Let your roots grow down into him, and let your lives be built on him. Then your faith will grow strong in the truth you were taught, and you will overflow with thankfulness.

8 Don’t let anyone capture you with empty philosophies and high-sounding nonsense that come from human thinking and from the spiritual powers of this world, rather than from Christ. 9 For in Christ lives all the fullness of God in a human body. 10 So you also are complete through your union with Christ, who is the head over every ruler and authority.

11 When you came to Christ, you were “circumcised,” but not by a physical procedure. Christ performed a spiritual circumcision—the cutting away of your sinful nature. 12 For you were buried with Christ when you were baptized. And with him you were raised to new life because you trusted the mighty power of God, who raised Christ from the dead.

13 You were dead because of your sins and because your sinful nature was not yet cut away. Then God made you alive with Christ, for he forgave all our sins. 14 He canceled the record of the charges against us and took it away by nailing it to the cross. 15 In this way, he disarmed the spiritual rulers and authorities. He shamed them publicly by his victory over them on the cross.

16 So don’t let anyone condemn you for what you eat or drink, or for not celebrating certain holy days or new moon ceremonies or Sabbaths. 17 For these rules are only shadows of the reality yet to come. And Christ himself is that reality. 18 Don’t let anyone condemn you by insisting on pious self-denial or the worship of angels, saying they have had visions about these things. Their sinful minds have made them proud, 19 and they are not connected to Christ, the head of the body. For he holds the whole body together with its joints and ligaments, and it grows as God nourishes it.

20 You have died with Christ, and he has set you free from the spiritual powers of this world. So why do you keep on following the rules of the world, such as, 21 “Don’t handle! Don’t taste! Don’t touch!”? 22 Such rules are mere human teachings about things that deteriorate as we use them. 23 These rules may seem wise because they require strong devotion, pious self-denial, and severe bodily discipline. But they provide no help in conquering a person’s evil desires.





a reply about God and love and marriage and divorce

14 11 2009
i love that my marriage is centered around Christ Jesus.
it’s the only reason it works. seriously.
i’m so broken… no one in their right mind should want to be with me,
but the fact that KC and i love Christ first and foremost
and want to bring Him honor and glory
ESPECIALLY through our marriage… i mean WOW.
makes everything (as far as struggles and life’s concerns) so much easier.
it’s still difficult.. but i don’t imagine US lasting that long if not for HIM.
as far as the HIM… it’s the example Christ is for the church.
we can try to follow it the best way we know how
and pray and hope that it all turns out good.
each day we learn more and gain more wisdom on the matter.
we know we will never “arrive” and be all knowing or perfect,
but the basics (along with the golden rule) are in the bible.
and that…  is why it works.
we try to stay on the same page. we listen to each others views on every matter.
because we try to be humble and selfless and to love the best way we can.
to be better because the other person brings that out of us
and to have Christ as an example of how to love unconditionally.

love is like any risk… there is either great misfortune or great reward

depending on how much you put in.
and everyone has a will of his/her own. it’s a choice. it’s an action.
it will not work if it is not reciprocated.
it will not work if the receiver does not understand how you communicate it.
it might be safe to argue that there are at least as many ways to communicate love
as there are languages on the planet.
it will not work if you don’t take the time to understand
by listening to other perspectives on what love is because it takes many forms.
it will not happen until you stop focusing on your own self…
and instead just give it to others.
and as far as anything goes, i think it’s safe to say that WE ALL KNOW THIS:
nothing is completely certain to EVERYONE living on this planet
except death and what people will be able to say of you when you are long gone…
if they will be able to say anything at all is up to the heart and soul in every one of us.

Proverbs 10:12
(NIV)
“Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers over all wrongs.”

Proverbs 30:18-19
(NLT)
There are three things that amaze me—
no, four things that I don’t understand:
how an eagle glides through the sky,
how a snake slithers on a rock,
how a ship navigates the ocean,
how a man loves a woman.

Song of Solomon 2:16
(NLT)
My lover is mine, and I am his.

Ephesians 5:33
(NIV)
However, each one of you also must love his wife as he loves himself,
and the wife must respect her husband.

1 John 3:16
(NIV)
This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us.
And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.

1 John 3:18
(NIV)
Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth.

1 John 4:8
(NIV)
Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.




BEWARE OF CRAIGSLIST!!! i despise people that steal!!!

13 11 2009

i haven’t written in a while due to being busy with WAY TOO MUCH. and although it is a lot and stressful i am glad to have been able to take a breather here and there.

now… onto to the subject of this entry.

recently, KC and i were looking to finally upgrade as far as computers go. ours are pretty old being PowerBook G4s.
so, i looked on craigslist for some local sellers because i had been hearing from some friends of how they found a great deal lately.

i like to save money on purchases since and it’s been 5 years since i have bought a new computer.
found one for $700, which is $300 less than they are at Best Buy.
it seemed to be working fine and pretty new when we had a look at it, so, we decided to buy it.

yeah…

when i called the guy back that i bought it from to get the admin password for it, he said he didn’t have it.
he also explained that he and his friend bought it off a guy and decided that they didn’t like the operating system.

great. just greeeeeaaat.

i did some snooping around on the computer and finally looked at the email and contacted a phone number i found.
turns out, the computer is totally stolen. and super fresh. it had been reported for only a week.
apperently, some college kid and his friend got their computers stolen. so, this kid’s parents bought him another one.
it TOO gets stolen and a roommate ends up missing soon after. they suspect him to be the culprit and report to local police.
fast forward a week and here i am with the evidence.

a victim of fraud and theft once again. just in another despicable way.

i immediately reported it to the local police.
they ID the computer and i fill out a statement and hand over Exhibit A.

ugh… how painful. i mean… wow. i wanna throw up.

then, they contact the guy i bought it from to get more of a lead on this thief.
i get a phone call from the parents who bought the evidence saying that their detective is going to contact me.
i also tell that department all i know and so on and so forth.

what a mess!

finally, the parents of the kid whom this computer got stolen from call me and thank me that i turned it in and filled out a statement and all that.
pretty much, if it weren’t for my honesty and cooperation it may have taken way longer to find the computer and possibly they would never be able to find the thief had it gone on a lot longer.

and because of that they wanted to give me a reward of $350.
it wasn’t the full amount i lost, but at least i got SOMETHING back.
the last time i was a victim of fraud, i had to pay over $3600 for it.

lesson learned.

 

i hope someone else can benefit from my misfortune,
because i really hate it when innocent people become the victim.

i am so glad God has mercy for people like theives… because nowadays i wouldn’t have any to spare.

but the more i think of it, the more i feel sorry for the guy who stole that computer.
i mean, a person has to be pretty down and low to do something like that to someone.
i try to think of other people’s perspectives and i would never want to do something like that to someone.
that is a heavy burden to carry.
and even if someone isn’t in their right mind… to be at that point in life where he/she would have to steal…
well, i would never ever stoop that low. the potential for total ruin is too high.
i have people that love me too much to let me do something horrible like that.
i love others too much to even want to do that to anyone… even a complete stranger.

i am not saying i have never stolen. i have. i think many of us have in some way.
but after gaining all this perspective, i never even want to entertain the thought ever again.