the man i desire

28 01 2007

i want love… unconditional.
nothing less.

this is a verb. this is a choice. this is an action.
and i want this in the form of a noun.

i don’t think i ask for much when it comes to the man that i desire.
i know God and i shall pursue what God wants.
i know that the desires i have for him were put there by God.
He is my Heavenly Father and He knows what is best for me.

the man i marry:

-has to love God first and foremost and i will be with him the way he is with God.
-will lead me and i will follow; i will pray for him and help him along our journey together.
-will pray over us and God will bless him and his house all of our days.
-will be handsome because i will know his heart and it will be passionate.
-will tell me i am lovely because he will know my heart and we will be one.
-will bring me joy and laughter because we will share in our gladness.
-will share everything with me… good and bad.
-will be strong for me and i will be strong for him and we will overcome every trial and tribulation.
-will be my best friend.

all the other things that i have not listed are just little details
and some are between me, God and my husband…
whoever he is.

yep. that’s about it.


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saturdays are like another week

28 01 2007

seriously.
there is tuesday through friday… and then you can count saturday as another week.
it was so busy today. i actually did 6 tattoos.
which is 3 times as many as i have done in one day before.

God is awesome.
thanks to all who prayed for me.
seriously.

mmm k.

i did this one on tuesday.
the girl said it was “beloved”.
but i think it’s love because i had another person come in and get “love”.
we have a english/hebrew dictionary and there were two versions of “love”.
this was one of them.

then, for today i had six tattoos, but i only took pictures of 4 of them.

tribal-like frog

hebrew for “love”

some heart girly thing

and my first butterfly with the initials CJ (her mom)

yep.
i made enough to take care of a few important things.
but i still have a huge responsibility to take care of.
i hope next week is a good week.
:)


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i am in need of a little help

25 01 2007

i have a couple things that i need help praying for.

basically, i don’t know exactly how i am going to handle a financial responsibility i have.
i don’t know where i am going to get the money to take care of this.
the only thing i know is that i have been obedient, i am where i need to be and i know that only from what God has revealed to me.

the other is not as clear cut.
i have this situation that i would like to handle well and according to how God would have me handle it.
i don’t want to be impatient. i don’t want to mess it up. i don’t want to stumble.
i want to be wise.

i trust that God will show me what to do.
but prayer is good.
i would really appreciate greatly.

“Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy.

O, Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love; for it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.”

-Saint Francis of Assisi

silly stuff


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