i am awake. i am alive.

By: thelovelylo

Aug 10 2006

Category: Uncategorized

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… i may actually go insane with ALL that He is revealing to me.
seriously.
i can’t even begin to talk about the multiple things He has mentioned to me just by praying and listening.
there is ALMOST too much.
praying… and listening. at the same time. it’s a concept that is new to me.
in my obedience in diving deep into the Word of God and getting back into fervent prayer,
several of the things that i have asked Him to reveal to me have already manifested.

in the form of a specific scripture i am lead to when asking and seeking God for an answer.
in the messages and or sermons people have spoken.
and in the actual prayers of others… even while the words are uttered so that i have to write it down while they continue to pray so that i will not forget.

i don’t even expect anyone to understand this and i, myself, am still trying to wrap my head around it.
oh my good LORD… my head is spinning. and in fact i think i am getting a headache even trying to think about it.

but i will tell you all this.
it is not for me to understand.
it is just for me to trust God and what He is doing.
it is just for me to honor and to praise Him.
and it is for me to see the glory that it brings Him.

and that is what i am living my life for. that right there… you can’t touch that.