this is it
i visited my boss’ church today because i had no other choice.
and that was a good thing.
the message was about prayer.
ha! go figure.
i realize that i used to be such a prayer warrior.
i used to FERVENTLY all the time. it didn’t matter where i was.
even during work i prayed.
and even though i still talk to God throughout the day…
it’s not the same. it never will be.
God has answered so many of my cries,
God has comforted so much of my grief,
God has supplied many of my demands…
all because they were in His will.
how did i ever lose sight of that?!
how did i become so feeble?!
how did i let the devil trick me into this state of doubt?!
God has created many beautiful things.
they are all around me daily.
i witness Him work every minute of each day.
He is glorious.
so, from this day forth i will be seeking the communion with the Lord that i have missed out on.
i am hurting from it because i have not been able to fully withstand the attacks on me and the others around me.
it should have never come to this.
but now is the time… and this is the place that i needed to be brought to in order to see.
i am in the right place. He has been telling me all along.
He has brought me here to Him.
and i am so grateful.
i will pray for God.
i will pray for me.
i will pray for my family.
i will pray for my husband.
i will pray for my purpose.
i will pray for my neighbors.
i have prayed…
i am praying…
i will pray…
for His purpose.
it’s all a matter of time.
which is also the Lord’s.
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