update on life
well, i got to hang out with my friend maria this past weekend. that was really nice. i have missed her a lot. she is amazing.
i got to meet some people in a bunch of the bands i like… only to find out how awesome a lot of them really are. that makes me happy. i am always scared that i will be let down by the true character of certain people that are in bands and famous and what not. it’s reassuring to find that there are still some out there that don’t let it get to their heads. i really needed to meet more encouraging people like that.
my life is really weird right now.
i don’t really know what the heck is going on with me lately.
i pray and talk to God about some stuff that is really bothering me.
i am trying to be better about it.
it’s so difficult.
my spirit is like a roller coaster sometimes.
i just feel like i am at a weird stage.
there are people that i miss… that are even right here.
i haven’t really been talking to anyone about my issues.
and i know that isn’t good.
i know that it isn’t right.
i should be talking more openly about it.
but i have put up a little wall.
it’s my pride.
and it’s been brought up to me directly and indirectly.
i am really dealing with a lot right now.
i need to stop building this wall before it’s too late.
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