on the second day of fasting, my true love gave to me…
“Be not wise in your own eyes; reverently fear and worship the Lord and turn [entirely] away from evil. It shall be health to your nerves and sinews, and marrow and moistening to your bones.” -Proverbs 3:7-8 (AMP)
i was that kid.
“i know.”
i guess you could have called it my phrase growing up.
my father used to tease me and say that i was so grown.
he said i was like a little old woman in a little girl’s body.
don’t know if that was necessarily a compliment. ha!
the truth is i lack so much in wisdom.
i have learned so much, yet i still have a lot to learn.
and i am glad that within the span of our lives on this earth,
we never stop learning.
i found out from my mother yesterday that my sister had a miscarriage.
she’s the youngest of my siblings at 38 years old.
she’s the only one with children.
and they found a mass in her uterus.
they are running a few tests to see if it’s cancer.
she would have to go through kemotherapy.
and that means that my mother would have to fly to virginia to help take care of my nieces.
my mother is 65 years old.
in this case, my father will be in florida alone.
my father has diabetes and is 68 years old.
he has dialysis 3 times a week and a strict diet to keep up with.
i am a little concerned.
but i am praying along with my family.
i know that God has some miraculous plan.
i’m a little anxious.
i really don’t know how else to describe how i feel.
it’s all mixed.
all i know is i am at peace about it.
that whether is goes well or badly,
God is in control and has a purpose.
hmm… yeah.
that’s about it.
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