overwhelming feelings
“I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.” -Psalm 27:13 (KJV)
“He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love.” -I John 4:8 (KJV)
day in and day out…
every day…
i feel like the hours slip.
i don’t even know what i am doing half the time.
i spend a lot of time on the computer.
doing work.
talking to people.
and yes… myspace.
i spend a lot of time trying desperately to keep in touch with people.
it is sooooo difficult.
some people i love don’t even get online that much.
i have developed an impatience for phone conversation.
cellular mobile devices are annoying anyway.
something that is supposed to be a convenience
took a wrong turn somewhere and really is an inconvenience at times.
but oh well. i know i would be pretty lost without one.
and maybe i secretly loathe that fact.
back to the point.
i love people.
i feel like there is not enough time to make that known.
i feel like i get distracted… and then i have to play catch up.
i want to tell my friends and family everyday that i love them.
i long to spend hours talking and laughing and listening to them.
i never want anyone to think i have forgotten them.
i think about people a lot.
i wish i acted on that more… i need to tell people that they are in my thoughts and prayers… i want them to know i care.
i want them to know that because they have allowed me to be a part of their life… i feel wealthy.
i want to show any and every way i can.
but it’s difficult.
i am not perfect.
i make mistakes.
and i find it hard to sometimes.
sometimes i feel crappy.
sometimes i get sad.
sometimes i let my guard down and let the devil beat me up.
but that is why my loved ones are so important to me.
they encourage me.
they give me sound advice and guidance.
they tell me they care in innumerable ways.
they shine with the glory of God… whether they know it or not.
they love me unconditionally.
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