yeah. i need to chill out.
so.
i don’t like being sick.
freakin’ sinuses and congestion.
today will begin a 7 day fast between 9am-5pm for work.
i’ve got all these things going on up in my head.
and a lot of responsibilities. but i can manage.
i have things to worry about. always.
i worry. i’m a worrier. that’s what i do.
and it’s funny because i have total faith in God.
i know He can show me what’s really going on.
He has many times.
but sometimes it still gets difficult.
my gas tanks is on E and i have $4 in my wallet.
i don’t get paid until the 15th.
i don’t know if i will even make it to work.
but we will see.
i just don’t like to ask for help.
but maybe that’s my pride talking.
i dunno.
so.
sometimes, i have nightmares about him.
and sometimes i just want to tell him.
but i know that won’t do.
i just feel like an idiot.
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