a lot to deal with
so… a lot has been going on lately.
they are all good things in a sense.
but…
with all the good
there is always something that comes up to complicate things.
and not that this is a total complication.
but it provides an interesting situation.
what do you do when God puts a person of the opposite sex in your life?
one that you knew from the beginning was someone special…
wonderful…
and you know from the beginning that there is a reason you met.
that you knew that this person had a key role in helping you grow.
and from the beginning you told yourself that “that is that”.
that you would treat this person like any other loved one.
any other friend.
you would love them just like any other.
just the same.
because that’s how God wants it.
well…
what do you do to surpress the feelings?
what do you do when no matter what… this person still holds a special place?
one that no other person does?
it’s simple at first.
especially being a female…
you do nothing.
you say nothing.
nothing.
but… what if he does?
what if one day…
he finally acts upon his own feelings.
unexpected.
and you are caught off-guard.
you are exposed.
both.
what now?
how do you cope with trying to do what is right?
in God’s eyes?
because all you both want is to carry out His will.
and both of you have already seen it through each other.
because God used you both to strengthen faith.
now… with such tremendous faith that God provides…
faith that has proved that you can trust Him with everything…
why is it so hard to just give this to Him as well???
why is it so hard to sacrifice this relationship to Him?
why are you still so nervous, scared… and doubtful?
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I’ve been staring at a blank message box for a while trying to think of something inspirational or just something that will help you.
But, I couldn’t think of anything. I’m so emotionally drained right now.
Love you Lorena.
Carlos.
… you should get on aim and talk to me about it!! i miss chatting with u, darn it!!
so i know that telling you everything that happens happenes for a reason.
there’s no doubt about it in my mind.
maybe this is a challenge that God has sent you.
maybe it’s not.
maybe knowing that the guy is a special person in your life helps you to know that he is good and this is right.
i don’t know the entire situation so i can’t help that much unfortunatly.
but know always like i said…everything that happens, happens for a reason.
it has it’s purpose.
and everything will work out the way it’s suppose to.
i miss you, ma’am.
i miss you.
aww… thanks. i miss our talks. i love you too, carlos.
i wish i could be somewhere i could keep a steady conversation.
oh my goodness…
whit…
that was awesome.
you are amazing.
and i miss you very much.
you warm my heart.