bittersweet…
coming home is so bittersweet.
change.
things change.
this christmas has definitely been the most unusual one i have ever had.
i don’t even want to participate in festivities.
i don’t even want any presents.
i have no money to buy anyone anything either.
i just want to spend time with the people i love.
and vice versa.
but everything is different.
life here has moved on at the regular pace.
just…
…without me.
and there is nothing wrong with that.
but i just feel like i am in limbo.
like i am in a twilight zone.
like… like i am in a dream.
it’s surreal.
but such is life.
these things are inevitable.
and it’s all ok.
i love my family and friends.
always have.
always will.
*sigh*
God is good.
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im so glad i got to see you last night although we should have talked more. youre a beauty.
you are so cute!!! i am glad we got to see each other too.