what was i thinking?!
i don’t know why i do this all the time.
i think i find qualities i want in a husband in someone…
…and then my emotions run away with me for a little bit.
it’s not really a good thing at all.
and it seems like i can’t stop.
i just move on to someone else.
it’s such a repetitive pattern.
so… seriously.
i will stop.
it’s ridiculous really.
i already told God i would give up for at least two years.
and that was at the beginning of this year.
it was during my hermit stage,
before i moved to atlanta.
so, i should trust Him.
He knows the desires of my heart.
i should trust that when i am ready, and only then,
He will reveal these things.
in due time.
so why am i stressing out about this?!
done.
and something that was made clear to me tonite:
for every higher mountain there is a lower valley awaiting at the end of the climb.
2 comments on “what was i thinking?!”
Leave a Reply
Blog at WordPress.com. Theme: Duotone by Automattic.
i totally have always done that too! crazy how much we are alike
awww… thanks. i really needed to hear that. i am glad that we can relate in a lot of ways. God is awesome.