i am so silly
saw him at a show unexpectedly.
well… he didn’t expect me.
i knew he was there because Mr. J had invited me out.
i get soooooooooo nervous and anxious.
and excited all at the same time.
i do that stupid thing where i try to act calm and cool. ugh.
stupid.
i am too scared to like him.
i’m too scared of myself.
i know it’s pretty stupid…
but i don’t want to get myself hurt.
i still have a lot to fix.
and by that i mean… God needs to fix me.
but then again that’s a lifetime sort of thing.
i need to guard my heart.
but more importantly… i need to guard my emotions.
that’s pretty much it.
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