i am awake. i am alive.

By: thelovelylo

Sep 09 2005

Category: Uncategorized

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i just don’t know.

i lie.
i cheat.
i steal.
i judge.
i hate.
i fail.
i curse.
i loathe.
i complain.
i disrespect.
i disappoint.

i am guilty.
i am wretched.
i am an abomination.
i am a detestable creature.

and i keep relying on idols.
and i keep relying on myself.
and that is not the answer.
because i am not perfect and don’t have all the answers.
and i fall flat on my face everyday.

i am Your creation.

this is why i need You.
this is why i should cleave harder to You.
this is why i should call on Your name.
this is why i seek Your face.
this is why i groan for You.
this is why i worship You.

i was created for this purpose.