what the crap?
i like this guy so much.
but…
this situation is just so difficult.
i don’t know what the heck is going on.
i haven’t had a relationship in like 3 years.
i can’t read him very well.
i’m sure he can’t read me either.
i almost just want to give up.
i just feel like i will screw this one up too.
just like the others.
and that i am pretty much still a work in progress.
i mean, i know i will be until the day i die.
but… i just feel… inadequate.
sometimes, i really feel like a mess.
sometimes, i just want to not deal with dating.
or even the process of having romantic feelings.
i wish i could just crawl under a rock for a few years.
and when i get out from under it my husband shows up.
yeah… like God says, “Here he is… just like i promised…”
ha!
i know that that sounds crazy.
but whatever.
i’m half filipino.
and we know how crazy they are.
*wink wink*
oh, Lord… help me.
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why lorena, if only it were that simple!
we could always elope to europe (pronounced ur-rope)
I suggest that you read “I Kissed Dating Goodbye: A New Attitude Toward Relationships And Romance” by Joshua Harris … its a biblical perspective on dating and relationships…. pray and read that…
and the funny part about it, years later the author of that book got married and wrote another book called “Boy Meets Girl : Say Hello to Courtship”…. but yeah… you would definately want to read the first one first….
aww… you crack me up!
thanks for the advice. i appreciate our conversations.
haha!
“sometimes, i just want to not deal with dating.
or even the process of having romantic feelings.
i wish i could just crawl under a rock for a few years.
and when i get out from under it my husband shows up.
yeah… like God says, “Here he is… just like i promised…”
ha!”
Make room under that rock sister…. me and you.. hibernation starts one month from now… make the necessary preparations… ♥ ♥