i am awake. i am alive.

By: thelovelylo

Aug 24 2005

Category: Uncategorized

5 Comments

i am so stressed out!
i have this job to do for a company. a brochure. well… i just hope that i get paid well for it. i mean… i do a pretty good job. i should get paid well for what i do. and it’s not only photography… i am helping with the layout too. i mean, i am a designer first and foremost. but anyway… i really need this job. well… i need it to pay well.

and i don’t know what’s happening. i have gotten involved in something… but it’s actually going slow. which is good. but i don’t know. i can’t help it. i’m being such a girl about it. the only problem is i know how i usually am. and i would’ve said something by now. and probably messed it all up. whatever… i think too much i guess.

and it seems at the same time, my past is coming back to haunt me. i really don’t need that right now.

ugh.

i’ll be ok though.
this time… i can actually say that.
God has shown me enough for me to know that he has me protected…
i just have to trust Him.
and that’s the part that is challenging.
but my faith is growing as the days go by.

i have plenty to be thankful for.

so… yeah… what am i babbling about?