i am awake. i am alive.

i am being very anxious.
and i shouldn’t be this way.

i don’t have time for this.

why have the past 4 days been great?!

this isn’t fair.
this wasn’t suppose to happen.

and now i feel silly.

ok… i’m done.

my evening turned out into something quite wonderful.
it’s so awesome when the Lord blesses you because of your obedience.

i wish someone would take me to see charlie and the chocolate factory.

(eyes closed tight…)