wow… there i go again
i love how God puts me in my place and speaks to me through other people.
so the last entry… yeah… God had something to say to it.
it was along the lines of:
what is this about what you have to do?
discipline?
what is the matter with you?
how soon you forget the things ive said and the things ive taught.
and stop being so impatient.
time, child… i made it for a reason.
why are you so anxious all the time?
sit down and chill out for a second.
you are making me dizzy trying to run circles around me.
whos writing this story anyway?
you or me?
lets face it… you have the tendency to mess things up.
and im being nice by putting it that way…
so do me a favor…
calm down and let me do the work.
i started this and i will soon end it.
dont you know that by now?
so let me fight for you.
let me take care of it.
you do your part and i will do mine.
so just trust me…
thats all i ask.
this is where you raise your white flag.
so yeah…
i feel a little silly for thinking i could do this on my own.
when will i learn?

Silly girl.